I hope everyone had a lovely Christmas, and it's hard to believe that 2011 is coming right up!
Taylor's Top 2 Tuesday topic is resolutions for the big 2011, so head on over and join on in if you haven't already! {Hopefully I'll be able to catch up on some others' posts tonight, or tomorrow! Man, I certainly won't be missing this dial up!}

1. Be More Open/Overcome
This one runs into so many parts of my life. There are times I feel as though people can't get to know me because I won't let them know me. I tend to struggle with anxiety, and I absolutely hate it. Nine times out of ten I won't start a conversation with someone, I hardly ever say hello even to those that I do know well, and just going to Wal-Mart can be a struggle for me at times. I was up for hours a few nights ago just pouring my heart out to the Lord about this. It may sound crazy to some, but I honestly feel I can overcome it so simply. The Lord has put this drive in me to just be who I am in all areas of my life. Even testifying in church can be difficult at times, and let's not even go into the few times that I actually sing a special. I get griped on (in a good way) about not singing except for about once a year, but I just can't sometimes. Even on mid week prayer meeting it's hard for me to even give a prayer request. It's like there is this crazy other person in my mind going through all the things that could go wrong with me just saying one word. Honestly, it all stinks, but I'm determined to get over this in my life this year.
With God all things are possible
...for with God all things are possible. Mark 10:27b
Is anything too hard for the Lord? Genesis 18:14a
2. Grow Closer to the Lord
I feel as though I'm so far from the Lord. The first few years after I was saved I longed to go to church, spend time in His word, and spend time in prayer with Him. Now I feel as though I've just fallen into a routine. I absolutely hate it. This year I want to grow closer to the Lord. That desire is there, and the desire is also there to do it all for Him. Not for me and my glory, but all for the one who saved me by His grace. To put Him first in all areas of my life, and to give Him my all this year and every single year after that is my heart's main desire.






