I decided I would post this tonight since I am not so sure I will be able to post tomorrow since I may be going to a watch night service.
It's almost hard to believe that in only hours it will be 2010. 10! Really?! I still remember watching everyone go crazy over Y2K. {I always thought that was crazy since there are a ton of time zones. I just didn't get it. How in the world could the world fall apart at a billion different times?! So silly.}
Sometimes I find it sad to step out of a year and into another. I'd have to say I am slightly sad about saying goodbye to this one. It's not that it's been the most glorious year of my life or anything, but it has been a good one; all of them have been.
When I think back on this year I see those I had to tell goodbye, those I didn't get the chance to tell goodbye, those who have now become like sisters & brothers, & moments that have taken my breath away, and those that have brought weeping throughout the night.
The Lord taught me a ton about myself this year. There have been times this year that I have seriously failed Him, but He has never stopped being my strength and help. There were times this year when I just felt like giving up, but the Lord was there. He taught me to not give up on my prayers no matter what some people may tell me. He taught me that some things just aren't meant to be. I could go into so much detail on that one, but I honestly don't feel that I should. He taught me that sometimes things hurt, but that just makes us closer. He taught me that trusting Him in all things isn't as scary as I always thought it was. He has taught me more this year than I could even begin to explain. I've definitely not been the Christian I should be this year, but He is helping me in some areas where I am extremely weak. He is being my strength, and I could never thank Him enough for that.
It's another year that He has taken care of my family. There were definitely some scary moments involving them this year, but He has certainly watched over them. He has certainly watched over all of us. He has shown great mercy. It's another year that He has shown mercy towards my sister, and another year that He has helped me with the bitterness that I held towards her. That is one of the greatest things from this year. It took a lot of prayer, and a whole lot of Him talking to me since I was completely stubborn at times. There were a whole lot of laughs this year, and yes, a whole slew of tears. He has been so good to this undeserving girl.
I could never thank Him enough for His goodness and many blessings. This year I turned five years old in the Lord. It's so crazy to think that I was saved five years ago. It hardly seems possible! I also turned 21 this year, which honestly, scared the daylights out of me! I still remember how excited I was to turn 13! People who were 21 seemed ancient to me!
It's been a year that I have learned so much about myself.
Oh, and I was stung twice this year! I hardly ever get stung, and twice in one year is just doesn't happen! haha I just thought I should throw that in here. hehe.
It's been an amazing year, and it is a little sad to say goodbye, but it's also very exciting. I'm looking forward to what the Lord has in store for my life in 2010. I do know there will be bumps and a ton of bruises, but that's in every year. Only He knows what is around the corner for 2010!
It's almost hard to believe that in only hours it will be 2010. 10! Really?! I still remember watching everyone go crazy over Y2K. {I always thought that was crazy since there are a ton of time zones. I just didn't get it. How in the world could the world fall apart at a billion different times?! So silly.}
Sometimes I find it sad to step out of a year and into another. I'd have to say I am slightly sad about saying goodbye to this one. It's not that it's been the most glorious year of my life or anything, but it has been a good one; all of them have been.
When I think back on this year I see those I had to tell goodbye, those I didn't get the chance to tell goodbye, those who have now become like sisters & brothers, & moments that have taken my breath away, and those that have brought weeping throughout the night.
The Lord taught me a ton about myself this year. There have been times this year that I have seriously failed Him, but He has never stopped being my strength and help. There were times this year when I just felt like giving up, but the Lord was there. He taught me to not give up on my prayers no matter what some people may tell me. He taught me that some things just aren't meant to be. I could go into so much detail on that one, but I honestly don't feel that I should. He taught me that sometimes things hurt, but that just makes us closer. He taught me that trusting Him in all things isn't as scary as I always thought it was. He has taught me more this year than I could even begin to explain. I've definitely not been the Christian I should be this year, but He is helping me in some areas where I am extremely weak. He is being my strength, and I could never thank Him enough for that.
It's another year that He has taken care of my family. There were definitely some scary moments involving them this year, but He has certainly watched over them. He has certainly watched over all of us. He has shown great mercy. It's another year that He has shown mercy towards my sister, and another year that He has helped me with the bitterness that I held towards her. That is one of the greatest things from this year. It took a lot of prayer, and a whole lot of Him talking to me since I was completely stubborn at times. There were a whole lot of laughs this year, and yes, a whole slew of tears. He has been so good to this undeserving girl.
I could never thank Him enough for His goodness and many blessings. This year I turned five years old in the Lord. It's so crazy to think that I was saved five years ago. It hardly seems possible! I also turned 21 this year, which honestly, scared the daylights out of me! I still remember how excited I was to turn 13! People who were 21 seemed ancient to me!
It's been a year that I have learned so much about myself.
Oh, and I was stung twice this year! I hardly ever get stung, and twice in one year is just doesn't happen! haha I just thought I should throw that in here. hehe.
It's been an amazing year, and it is a little sad to say goodbye, but it's also very exciting. I'm looking forward to what the Lord has in store for my life in 2010. I do know there will be bumps and a ton of bruises, but that's in every year. Only He knows what is around the corner for 2010!



















